Aug
I’m in a bit of a funny place at the moment. Not sure why… I’m still happy and everything, but I think my head just has it’s usual random issues that rear their head every few months.
I know I can be a little bit much and I know that… I can’t help who I am. But why can’t people just accept that? There’s no malice in who I am. I’ve always done what I can to help people and I will probably continue to do so, but I can just help feeling the want to just back off and leave everyone to their own devices.
Why is it that a lot of people just won’t take me seriously?! I’m a really hard worker. My website is doing really well, I’m in a good position at a respected company and doing well I must add. I just don’t get it. These posts are beginning to get repetitive for me. It’s something I have a real hang up on. Why can’t people see my potential and my enthusiasm to do well? Why am I always looked upon in a strange kind of manner? Do I actually *lack* social skills instead of being a social butterfly? What *is* it? How can I get people to respect me?
*sigh* I don’t really know what’s wrong with me at the moment. I feel like crying a bit. Silly really as I’m not even *that* sad…
– Swanny xx